for the most part it was good. i did absolutely nothing except veg and spend time with my friends.
however, the home life followed me up there. i got a call sunday night that my 9 yo ds was visiting porn sites in my absence and defying my mother when she asked him to do something. flat out told her no. so that had me torqued. then yesterday before i headed home my 16 yo dd called me and told me xh would be at the house at 2:30 for a visit. claims he didn't know i was out of town and came anyway. i have a hard time believing this because his son was here visiting the kids on saturday. i got home about 4:00 to find a note from my 12 yo dd saying that xh took them to his parents house. when they got back the no good sob shot me one of the nastiest looks i've ever seen. so that didn't help either. all i wanted to do at that point was kick him where it hurts, but i behaved myself.
other than that, my anxiety has been creeping back in. i think i need to call pdoc because it's preventing me from sleep again. other than that, my mood is still relatively stable. it's just the anxiety now. and good old fashioned anger at xh, but that's normal. lol!
yeah, i think i'm going to call pdoc. my mother is picking up where xh left off and i'm getting more and more p'd off. i'm fighting urges so i don't lose it completely, but that's getting hard. i swear, i thought going away would have been a good thing, but the backlash has thrown me into a tailspin. guess i won't do that again.
anyway, glad to hear you had a productive weekend. it sounds like you may be making some progress with dd. that's awesome. i'll keep my fingers crossed for you:)
for the most part it was good. i did absolutely nothing except veg and spend time with my friends.
however, the home life followed me up there. i got a call sunday night that my 9 yo ds was visiting porn sites in my absence and defying my mother when she asked him to do something. flat out told her no. so that had me torqued. then yesterday before i headed home my 16 yo dd called me and told me xh would be at the house at 2:30 for a visit. claims he didn't know i was out of town and came anyway. i have a hard time believing this because his son was here visiting the kids on saturday. i got home about 4:00 to find a note from my 12 yo dd saying that xh took them to his parents house. when they got back the no good sob shot me one of the nastiest looks i've ever seen. so that didn't help either. all i wanted to do at that point was kick him where it hurts, but i behaved myself.
other than that, my anxiety has been creeping back in. i think i need to call pdoc because it's preventing me from sleep again. other than that, my mood is still relatively stable. it's just the anxiety now. and good old fashioned anger at xh, but that's normal. lol!
how was your weekend?
love u,
traci
right now...its good to have the anger at xh.
God could not be everywhere, so
hi donna,
yeah, i think i'm going to call pdoc. my mother is picking up where xh left off and i'm getting more and more p'd off. i'm fighting urges so i don't lose it completely, but that's getting hard. i swear, i thought going away would have been a good thing, but the backlash has thrown me into a tailspin. guess i won't do that again.
anyway, glad to hear you had a productive weekend. it sounds like you may be making some progress with dd. that's awesome. i'll keep my fingers crossed for you:)
that's it for now. off to call pdoc.
love u,
traci
Sorry the backlash is bad....nice of them to consider you and your feelings !!!
hope pdoc can do something...hang in there
God could not be everywhere, so