what is going on?

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Registered: 03-25-2003
what is going on?
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Sat, 02-25-2006 - 12:40pm
i cried myself to sleep for 2 nights moped around like the living dead thinking of ways to go away.today i can't shut up....i should be feeling awful.i gained 3 pounds for no reason.
i hate when my tdoc days coincide w/ an upswing.it feels like its not the real me.
what do i say?i feel ok today but i can't guarantee it'll last till tomorrow noon????????????
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Registered: 10-02-2003
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Sat, 02-25-2006 - 12:47pm

Hi Suziq:)


Has anything been making you feel insecure? Has anything changed for the good or the bad? Sometimes when things shift in my life I get more emotional or it can just be the good ole bipolar giving you a rollercoaster ride. I hope you feel better soon...more stable.


Tina

 
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Sat, 02-25-2006 - 2:34pm
has to be the bp special...2 weeks down 2 days downer & a day up.
couldn't spend money so i took a little went to the salvation army & had an ugly party.
got my mom to feel bad for me & shop for me & she'll mail it to me.agonized over a stupid shirt in a catologue for a day & a half before tearing it up.
if i had a credit card there would definately be trouble.that spells M A N I C.
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Registered: 11-18-2003
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Sun, 02-26-2006 - 11:56am

((((((Suzi))))) even if you feel up when you see your tdoc, make sure you tell her about the swings. It may be time to make a pdoc appointment. If you are cycling your meds may need to be adjusted.


I hope things settle for you soon.


hugs,


Traci

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Registered: 09-01-2004
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Sun, 02-26-2006 - 1:38pm

Try keeping a journal, or at the very least a log, of your mood swings along with notes to remind yourself of things you want to bring up with your tdoc.