Not Cycling = No Fun
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Not Cycling = No Fun
| Wed, 03-01-2006 - 1:48pm |
I almost think i liked cycling better. I am still irritable...and add constantly depressed...but now, I don't have my UPS! That's no fun. Pdoc in the hospital gave me some Wellbutrin XL, but it hasn't had time to kick in yet...so I'm all down, and cranky, and tired, and icky. No manicky ups to play with.
I knew how to do cycling...I don't know how to do this and I don't like it.
The Wellbutrin has got to help with this side of the spectrum, because this is not going to get it either.
Why isn't it easier to treat than this? My God...
k, just had to get that out. Don't anyone freak out or anything.

Hey you! :)
I know this part sucks, but the Wellbutrin will kick in soon and it will help...I've got my fingers crossed.
It is going to take time and energy to get use to NOT cycling. Remember last time you were really truly stable - how crazy you felt? It's like when you have a lot of pain for a while and then it is gone, you feel WRONG because you are so use to it.
Hang in there - better days are coming!!!
Love ya!
T
btw: I am going buggy - gave up sodas for lent and it is KILLING ME already!!!!!!
Keli,
You know as well as I do, those Ups can be murderous too--we just seem to forget those while we're yearning for the good mania.
you'll feel better very soon.