Bethie
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| Thu, 03-02-2006 - 1:06pm |
Please check in with me if you can today, okay? I'm worried about you...I'm so sorry I had to go last night so suddenly while we were talking...did you make it thru okay?
How are you today? Only one more day til you see pdoc, right?
I'm doing better today...maybe things will keep getting better...i really really need for them to...I keep having the agitation, but it seems to be broken up today and not constant. I'm doing deep breathing and grounding...and I'm going to work out after work. I went out for lunch with a friend, and I even ate and didn't feel guilty about it. Didn't eat TOOOO much, but something.
I sooooo want to get better. I really really do. I go back to pdoc on Monday...so I want to be able to truthfully tell her I feel okay. If not, she'll take away the Wellbutrin and I need it.
I want to be better on ALLLLL fronts, ya know? Not just the BP...but the ED...the BPD...all of it. I used to be "normal". Where did all this come from????? Oh well.
Lemme know how you are.
Love you tons.
