I'm here

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Registered: 03-25-2003
I'm here
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Thu, 03-02-2006 - 1:14pm

I think (god, i hate to even say these things...) that I feel better today.

No...I know I feel better. Yesterday, was still bad. Lots and LOTS of agitation and anxiety and irritability. Last night, more of the same...Today, is much less of all of that. Still a bit there...but not as much. My head is a lot more clear. I'm not as depressed and down. The irritability is lessening. It can be triggered easily though, so I'm trying to avoid certain things, lol.

But all in all, I feel everything getting better. I'm sleepy some now, during the day...but that's just from the Lithium...I'll get used to that.

I even went to lunch with an old friend today. I remembered old times, when I was normal(ish) lol. Its getting close again...that normal person, to this person. Does that make sense to anyone?

I was WHACKED OUT for a long time there!!!! Why didn't anyone tell me???? :) I was really whacked out...omg. I did go back and read some of the posts, and omg.

I'm trying so hard...and its time that i was given a break. i really deserve one. i couldn't have continued on in that pace for very much longer...i just couldn't have...looking back now, its terrifying.

Anyway, just wanted to say hi...let you know I was okay today and getting better every hour, minute, second. Hopefully.

Thank God for Lithium. Many people hate it...but its saved my life twice now.

Hugs,

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 03-02-2006 - 2:52pm

I'm glad you are doing better today :o)


love u

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Registered: 10-02-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 03-02-2006 - 3:21pm

I asked how you were in my thread but then I read yours. I am glad you are feeling better today and hopefully the days will get better and better.


Tina