I'm about to loose it!

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-15-2004
I'm about to loose it!
1
Thu, 03-02-2006 - 1:43pm

I am having terrible anxiety attacks. Not full blown panic attacks but constant anxiety. My heart is beating very fast and my stomach is in knots. The main problem is I am at work and they are SICK of me loosing it so I have to sit here and try to hold it together. Right now I guess we could call it rapid cycling. Up in the morning and down in the afternoon, every day this week whether I am at work or at home. I was on Symbrex (sp?) but stopped it a couple of weeks ago because I put on 10 lbs. almost overnight. I didn't take it very long but I am wondering if could be it. I want to go back to manic!!

I'm having the weirdest dreams too. Last night I dreamed that a bloody polar bear smashed through a big class window and was chasing me down a long hallway. I was running thru many doors to try to put barriers between the bear and I. Stupid!
I haven't been this depressed in nearly a year. Blech! :(
Jodie

Jodie

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-06-2005
Thu, 03-02-2006 - 2:50pm

(((((Jodie))))))


I'm so sorry you are struggling right now.


I just want you to know we are here for you


we love u

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