keli
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| Thu, 03-02-2006 - 11:25pm |
keli babes...
hey girl, how are ya? didnt catch ya tonight, so heres a post. ill look for you over the weekend on y.
pdoc tomorrow. if you had email id send you the nasty journal entry im bringing w/ me tomorrow. its all bad words or id put it up here. but i left in the line that says why would pdoc ever give 2 you know whats about me once i walk out the fing door? see what he has to say about that. might just be the end of my relationship with him. bpd. im probably about to screw myself over. but im pissed. and if he's as good of a T as he thinks he is then he'll be able to FIX ME!!!! and if he's as good of a T as he thinks he is then he'll know that he'd BETTER not f this one up, because i will NOT be able to handle it. NOT if he has ONE clue about mental health. i'll have a psychotic break or something.
watching pink floyd the wall again. last time i had a wall marathon, i had an incident that landed me at my brothers for a few days, remember? i bought an 18 pack on sat., and i only have 2 left. im such a loser, lol.
my stupid *** boss called me twiggy today. what a patronizing jerk. i hate him so much. my note to p has how much more weight i am going to lose. my next goal is 120, but i KNOW once i get there it will NOT be enough. i wrote that im cruising the pro boards. i pretty much spilled everything cuz im so friggin pissed, and just plain dont give a crap about anything anymore.
im going to get 3 more holes in my ear on sat. it'll make 6, any excuse for pain.
anyway, that's all thats new today. i wont be on here until tomorrow after work cuz i have to take my lunch break for my appt. which is miserable, because i have to go back to work after getting all upset at therapy. my life is just one big barrell of laughs. woo hoo!!!
love you girl. you hang in there too. hope to catch up w/ you this weekend!

Hey baby...i'll talk to you tonight...i hope it goes okay with pdoc...you have every right to talk about your feelings...they're valid and yours and they should be listened to.
Love you.
k.