Keli!

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Registered: 07-24-2003
Keli!
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Mon, 03-13-2006 - 8:27am

Hey you! I am at home today because of the freaking blizzard we are having outside. We were JUST telling Mike's mom yesterday that things were actually starting to turn green again and BANG - snowing so hard I can't see across the parking lot!

Things here are still going wonderfully. How are you doing??? Get in touch here or on email or call me!! I just want to know you are still doing well! :)

Love ya!
T

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: th305899
Mon, 03-13-2006 - 10:02am
hey Tracey, sorry to but in...I saw on the news all that snow you were getting...must be nuts..I heard like a foot of wet/heavy snow.
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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: th305899
Mon, 03-13-2006 - 10:37am

not doing well.

started taking the lithium again in the daytime today...am really depressed, and really agitated too...still very tired, and not motivated no matter what...i really don't think the wellbutrin is doing jack, but causing the agitation...but terrified to go off it...not cycling, just stuck still...had a horrible horrible weekend at my mom's...i was really mean to her, and she just tried to make me feel better...i don't even deserve to have people around me that care...ugh, didn't wanna even go there...so, i'll go.

just got to work a bit ago, and had to force myself to get here...

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Registered: 07-24-2003
In reply to: th305899
Mon, 03-13-2006 - 11:08am

Hey

I was talking to a friend of the family yesterday - wellbutrin can take 4-6 weeks to reach a theraputic level in your system, so DO NOT STOP IT.

Remember too that lithium will effect you depression, add 1 daytime dose back in for this week and then next week add the other day dose back in.

Is PMS affecting you right now? You KNOW that messes you up too.

NOW, quit saying you don't deserve people who care around you. So you were probably mean to your mom a couple times this weekend. Do you regret it? Yes, so that makes you a good person - you will make it up to her. If you were an awful person that doesn't deserve anyone, you wouldn't CARE how you treated people or how they felt.

Call pdoc, if only to keep her/him informed. But I wouldn't add/remove/change any meds. Not yet. Do like you thought and add back a day dose of lithium. Then give it a week. See where you are then.

You are having a tough time again, I know. But you ARE going to be ok.

I love you!
Tracey

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: th305899
Mon, 03-13-2006 - 11:26am

Yeah, pms maybe, but I JUST started 2 days ago, so that will all go away ASAP now...won't call pdoc, will wait...I am exhausted, maybe that has almost everything to do with it...totally exhausted...and i was mean to mom...and then eric last night too...my kid is failing one of his classes, and didn't go to school today...I woke up late, so its my fault. Oh well. But its NOT my fault he's failing. I told him to not even try to put that on me...he did try too, little punk.

Its definitely mostly having to add back the Lithium in during the day...even eric said it last night, 'i told u'...ugh. punk...lol.

I'll be okay...I know it. Not stopping the Wellbutrin...thanks for that info! Its only been a bit over 3 weeks.

Glad you're well. Its HOT here and to know its snowing there? Funny.

And don't freak...I'm not doing as badly as before!!! Not even close...