my stress level is overwhelming
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my stress level is overwhelming
| Tue, 03-21-2006 - 6:30am |
i can't take itnor is there anythng can do about it.
the chidren are one thing.they are impossible.also one needs summerschool whichconflicts with my summer work shedule& my boss is NOT compliant.
as for work,i cannot get ANY potential counselors to return my calls & i CANNOT do camp without counselors.i've also tried to work out a plan for getting back & forth to rehearsals since my old ride didn't work out.the people i call DO NOT RETURN MY CALLS!
WHAT AM I ?FREAKING INVISIBLE??????????????????????????????or just so insignifigant to deserve a response.i HATE being ignored.
i really don't know what to do at this point.i can't get any help so i can't move foward at all.i'm stuck.i'm depressed.i'm screwed.i wish i had the guts to just put myself to sleep.
to make it worse,my husband is banking on my depression....susan's depressed so NOW scott can be the ideal husband she cannot even THINK of leaving.i think he enjoys this.
i wonder if i just don't know how NOT to be screwed up.
the chidren are one thing.they are impossible.also one needs summerschool whichconflicts with my summer work shedule& my boss is NOT compliant.
as for work,i cannot get ANY potential counselors to return my calls & i CANNOT do camp without counselors.i've also tried to work out a plan for getting back & forth to rehearsals since my old ride didn't work out.the people i call DO NOT RETURN MY CALLS!
WHAT AM I ?FREAKING INVISIBLE??????????????????????????????or just so insignifigant to deserve a response.i HATE being ignored.
i really don't know what to do at this point.i can't get any help so i can't move foward at all.i'm stuck.i'm depressed.i'm screwed.i wish i had the guts to just put myself to sleep.
to make it worse,my husband is banking on my depression....susan's depressed so NOW scott can be the ideal husband she cannot even THINK of leaving.i think he enjoys this.
i wonder if i just don't know how NOT to be screwed up.

oh I hate that....when your job depends on other people to do things also...keep calling them...bug the you know what out of them until you get thru...what you are doing is very important...you can do it !!!
I think sometimes we think things are worse then they really are....maybe this when dh does what he does best...if he's there to help, let him help.
God could not be everywhere, so