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| Tue, 04-11-2006 - 1:59pm |
looked for you on Y last night...several times...hope you are okay...miss you! had a really really bad day yesterday, but am okay today.
love you.
k.
| Tue, 04-11-2006 - 1:59pm |
looked for you on Y last night...several times...hope you are okay...miss you! had a really really bad day yesterday, but am okay today.
love you.
k.
hi babes!
i guess i just missed you on y 2nite. even though my laptop was just on the other side ofthe room, i had the doors blasting. i was cleaning like a maniac, cleaning my closets. i miss you so much! sorry you had such a bad day yesterday. is it the same stuff from last wk, or something diff?
i looked for you on y when i got home yesterday, but i couldnt find you either. i was out late shopping, and then once i ate i took my meds and went to sleep. tonight i'm not taking seroquel, just traz, so i wont be falling asleep so early. stupid seroquel's making me eat like mad. so i'm going back to only 200mgs, i dont care what pdoc says about it. i'll still take the abilify, but at night cuz it made me real tired and sick.
farleyfarleyfarley afaaaarley....... spending so much money. bought tons of stuff again yeseterday. went shopping online tonight. still NEED to buy the three amigos. tomorrow. have to own it. credit cards are gettign SLAMMED. i am SO in debt. i am such a moron, but can't stop,and i cant ask my mom to hold my cc's for me. pdoc told me to bring the stuff back when i saw him on friday. so i tried. and ended up spending like 3x's more than i brought back on sunday. then i went yeseterday. now i need brakes for my car. ugh.
but the mania is def getting in check. i am feeling so much better. the new meds have helped a ton. didnt meet w/ pdoc yesterday. but talked to him on the phone. he's pretty upset w/ me over cutting fri. i feel really bad for lettign him down so mcuh lately. and for ruining myself again. it's right down to my hand, big x's. i had to buy a wrist band at hot topic to cover it up.
and i'm really pissed because i took next monday as a vacation day and was going to spend the weekend at my brothers. but it's friggin easter! stupid holidays. the whole weekend is ruined and i blew a vacation day. so i have to stay home and be with my stupid parents cuz he's coming down here. and i'll just be sitting around on my butt on monday instead of spending it on the beach w/ my niece.
anyway, that's all for now. i could go on and on. i started taking my a/d again. farleyfarleyfarley afaaaarley! and im gonna add an extra topa too. (silly pdoc. giving me a refill on my script, lol!) blah!!!!!!
miss you babes,
love ya!
Edited 4/11/2006 9:56 pm ET by canyouhearmenow