About to give up

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-02-2003
About to give up
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Thu, 04-13-2006 - 11:18am

Had my pdoc appt Tuesday and came out more suicidal (& homicidal) than I went in!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: kcisis
Thu, 04-13-2006 - 11:38am

marci...giving up is NOT an option...and u just can't allow those BP thoughts of suicide even start to take over. first of all...F the pdoc...secondly, and PLEASE PLEASE don't think I am taking this lightly...if you DO lose your house, the only thing you can do is move...that is it...you will not lose it...you will not freak out...you WILL however, hire someone (the schleps) to come help you as much as you can...then Jen can help too...she is pregnant, but there are things she CAN still do. You WILL GET THROUGH THIS. I promise.

Dont' let the BP demons take over...you know they want to...and you know they will if you give them room...you KNOW how to fight...you just gotta DO IT. Not TRY, DO IT.

Yeah, it sucks A$$. But when your back is to the wall, you gotta back up off that wall.

File that complaint...my pdoc would NEVER have said or done anything like that...ever. I'm glad you called him that name...go you. Get up off that wall...I'm serious. Its butt kickin time...you don't have the luxury to feel sorry for yourself right now. Okay? I'm not trying to ride you when you're down...but you know all about tough love...you taught me.

Love you.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: kcisis
Thu, 04-13-2006 - 3:34pm

I can't say much more then Keli did...hang in there, it will get better !!!


we love you, hang in there and don't let this take over

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Registered: 03-12-2006
In reply to: kcisis
Thu, 04-13-2006 - 4:20pm
exactly what Keli said!!
Don't let anyone knock you down to stay down, you find all the strength and courage
to win **hugs**