untitled

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Registered: 12-12-2005
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Wed, 04-19-2006 - 6:06pm

Well I have almost made it thru the day. I am just waitng until i go to bed then the madness in my head will at least end for a few hours. I have managed to keep myself busy so I dont focus on the fact that I notice myself going down hill. DH called and he noticed tht I wasnt my self and it made me feel good. My father has been out most of the day and should be back with in the hour. That has made it a bit easier, as i like no one to be around when I get like this casue I dont wan to have to explane my self. I fell absolutly exhauseted. I feel like my head weighs 100lbs. But I hope to get a good nights sleep, do us BP's ever get that...lol, and maybe tings will seem better tomorrow. But I think all I can ask for right now is to stop worrying about EVERYTHING! If that could stop i just might find some peace. Thanx to all for listenting.

Jo

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: lil_lou
Thu, 04-20-2006 - 8:36am
sorry I didn't get to post to you yesterday....how are things today?
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