i wrote to my pdoc
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i wrote to my pdoc
| Tue, 04-25-2006 - 6:30pm |
at first i wasn't writing b/c i didn't know what to say.& i'm also very self concious about what my pdoc thinks of me.
don't ask me why..i just am.*blush*
so just now i suddenly get very emotional....it's my anniversary & my h is trying & i'm not.
the kids have head lice for the 6th freaking time & if 2 of them miss any more school they will be left back......but that's not it.
i told him that i was THINKING of quitting my meds...that all this stuff has b/come an expensive habit..that maybe my other self is my normal self....
that i'm terribly depressed...i told him what people have been saying about me & that i don't know what i expect him to say,except my support group said i should let him know what's up & that i'm still keeping my next appt.
don't ask me why..i just am.*blush*
so just now i suddenly get very emotional....it's my anniversary & my h is trying & i'm not.
the kids have head lice for the 6th freaking time & if 2 of them miss any more school they will be left back......but that's not it.
i told him that i was THINKING of quitting my meds...that all this stuff has b/come an expensive habit..that maybe my other self is my normal self....
that i'm terribly depressed...i told him what people have been saying about me & that i don't know what i expect him to say,except my support group said i should let him know what's up & that i'm still keeping my next appt.

i'm proud of you....and what did dh say to all of this?
God could not be everywhere, so