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| Fri, 04-28-2006 - 11:44am |
I am not as irritable and angry as I was for 2 days. I wasn't sleeping well and still having some problems sleeping. I took 2 xanax each night for 2 nights and it is helping a little. A little is better then nothing. I talked to my tdoc and she said it is probably all the things I feel I don't have control over, like my dd having a hard time living with her dad and his rules...she calls me all the time crying and I feel helpless, My mom dying last August, and things in my relationship. I have been repeating the Serentiy Prayer as much as possible to accpet the things i cannot change. Actually the big fight Billy and I had was a big break through in our communication...if that makes any sense. But I was able to get out a lot of feelings and stand up for my rights more. We have actually talked these past few days about relationship issues without a big arguement...I hope it lasts. I told him I he can't be my best friend if I am scared to talk to him about my feelings, I think it is getting through...I hope.
I am so exhausted still and down in the dumps. Maybe it is all the changes that I am going through that is making me tired. I am still a little irritable but not the anger. Thanks everyone for your support.
Tina- Firelightshimmer

I'm glad the communication is better, hopefully you can work things out.
God could not be everywhere, so
hey tina...i can't say a whole lot, but i wanted to say i love you...you hang in there...everything will work out like its supposed to, okay?
keli
Tina, I'm sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time right now. I've had trouble sleeping lately too, and my Pdoc gave me a sample of Lunesta yesterday. Last night was the first time in a long time that I actually had a good nights sleep. Maybe you should think about getting something to help you sleep. I know when I'm sleep deprived...it's not a good thing. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Please take care of yourself.
Hugs,
Renee