Moving On

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Moving On
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Wed, 05-03-2006 - 8:06am

I have decided that I am moving on with my life...Eric and I love each other, that isn't the problem. But he needs a chance to live his own life...I will not hinder that, nor will I sit and let the grass grow under my feet either. Now, I do not know how to do this...I do not know how to stop the hurting. But I know it will come in time. Today, I feel stronger a little, and am taking advantage of that, to start.

I'm tired of talking about it. I just want to get back into living. I just have to figure out what that is without him. He and I will always remain close. But apart. That's my reality. Now that I know what that is, I can work on accepting it, and moving on with my life. He is really trying so hard to help me do that. But I want to do it alone. By myself. I appreciate his concern for me, but I need to do this by myself.

He worries about my well being; with my BP and all. But I'll be okay. I'm going to get very angry with him very soon, lol, so he should probably realize that! :)

Thanks for your support, as always.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: keli003
Wed, 05-03-2006 - 8:22am

a new day, a new beginning...I'm very proud of you.


You are such a strong, loving woman, don't forget that.


love u

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Registered: 11-03-2005
In reply to: keli003
Wed, 05-03-2006 - 8:28am
I am proud of you for coming to that realization. Yes the anger will set in soon. And you will get stronger and stronger. You need to show him you will be ok and that you will persaver(sp) Hope you know what I mean cuz I know that is spelled wrong. LOL

 
 
 
 

 
 
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Registered: 05-02-2006
In reply to: keli003
Wed, 05-03-2006 - 9:34am

Keli - you're off to a good start. Yes, it's like a whirlwind right now trying to figure out just "how" to go about getting on with your life, but you've made the decision to do it. And, my friend, that is often the hardest part.


I totally understand the wanting to do this on your own. I've been there and done that. Granted I did have the help of a tdoc but in reality it was down to me to get on with life. The tdoc couldn't do that for me anymore than anyone else could. What almost did me in though was thinking I could do it all without anyone's input. If I hadn't had my tdoc I probably would have self-destructed. So stay with the therapy if at all possible.


You are probably tired of hearing this, but you are a strong woman. I've seen it, as have others here on this board. You will get through this, of that I'm certain. Keep posting here and venting. We're here to support you.


Love U,
Traci

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Registered: 12-12-2005
In reply to: keli003
Wed, 05-03-2006 - 11:20am

I too am very proud of you. I can only imagine what youare going thru. But you on the right path. And jut rmember that when the anger sets in we all are here for you. Good luck to you on this very tough road ahead.

Huggs
Jo

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