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| Mon, 05-08-2006 - 12:07pm |
Hey - I hope you got my email this morning. I hope you went home after tdoc today...just have some quiet and relaxing time. I'll try to call tonight.
Love you!!!
Tracey

no, i didn't get your email this morning...dunno. i'm back at work...last appt with tdoc was today, and i can't afford any more with a regular insurance tdoc...talk to you later.
am a bit better after tdoc, but still very tired...very very tired...
Here is the email:
Yeah, you need to STOP talking to Eric. Nicely tell him that it isn't helping EITHER OF YOU to keep chatting all the time. You need a break from him. And yes, you NEED to move out of that place. Next time the slut's DH shows up on your doorstep tell him to go the F home and leave you alone.
I read your post and you are lucky I can't fly down there and shake you...you do NOT Need to be PUNISHED for ANYTHING!!! If you ate "a lot" (which I DOUBT) over the weekend, then it was because your body was starving and needed food. Get over it. You have lost too much weight too quickly.
As for anything else you THINK you need to be punished for - NO WAY!!! I think you have been punished enough in this life. You were given a horrid dose of BP that is resistant to treatment, you got a husband that deserted you, and you got many other trials in your life. Know what though - you are and have been too strong for ALL your trials or "punishments". You have shown that you have strength and courage and determination enough to make it through even the worst hell that is thrown at you...and you WILL make it through this one too.
That's nice that Eric wants to come and talk to Mike. But I agree that if Mike is too angry to talk to him right now that is exactly what he should say.
I think you should take the afternoon off. Go home, relax in quiet for a few minutes. Call a few banks, find a way to get some type of account. Call the apt building and go and see what they need to get you approved for a place there for the end of the month. Talk to your parents, ask if they can kick in some to help you move. Do whatever you need to do.
Hang in there, it doesn't seem like it now, but things WILL improve for you - I promise.
Oh - and NEXT time Eric starts quoting scripture to you and preaching, ask him what the Lord says about adultery and hang up on him. BTW: Adultery in the eyes of the church do not require intercourse - simply thinking about a "relationship" with someone other then your spouse can qualify.
LOVE YOU!!!
Tracey