i totally lost it & scared the children

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i totally lost it & scared the children
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Thu, 05-11-2006 - 8:15pm
a few months ago i mentioned the credit card my husband racked up in my name to the tune of 10,000 due.
he apologised & told me he would take care of it.
last nite there was a message from gary something being awfully familiar in a creepy way & demanding a call back regarding the money.my husband told me he took care of it.tonite my dd answers the phone & it's a guy named tony who wants to talk about my bill.i tell him it;s my husband's bussiness & he starts to berate me.then he taunts..it's YOUR bill....YOU RAN IT UP & i began to scream & scream & scream somemore.then the guy on the other end laughed at me & told me i was an idiot & that i was out of control,CRAZY & harrassing HIM.i asked for his number & he said NO...i called him a name hung up & called my h.i screamed a message into his voicemail & called again & screamed at him & told him more than once that i would leave him over this.i was near to making a dive off the bridge with all this harrassment & I DIDN'T EVEN DO IT.
he lost me...altogether.i cannot look at that man & see anything i love.my neighbor tells me he's a good man & everyone has faults & i don't realize how lucky i am.
i'm telling you..i feel like the only thing keeping me from killing him is the fact that i'd be left with the debt & in jail.
i've already bailed the guy out in large number & on top of this he still owes me over 2000$ just from the last couple of weeks of bailing him out.remember..i don't have an income.
i'll never see it & THIS will most likely cost me several thou.
oh..i am spitting ugly mad.
& the kids had to see & hear it all.he'll tell em that they aint supposed to answer the phone.
oh what a freaking mistake i made when i met him.
then he gets "nice".thinks i should forgive & forget.\
i wonder why a spoiled girl like me is being punished.
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Thu, 05-11-2006 - 8:55pm
then he came & said i'm manic. & he's worried about me.