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Keli
| Wed, 05-17-2006 - 1:28pm |
Hey sweetie, How are you?
Your package is on its way. I just left the post office. They said it will take 2-3 days, so hopefully by Monday you will have it.
I am praying for you to get this new place.
Love ya
Tina

Thank you very much.
I'm doing really pretty bad actually. I can't find Eric anywhere. He's promised me for almost a week now to bring me money and I haven't heard a word since Monday early. His phone is off, and the voicemail box is full. His mom says he isn't there. I'm now out of money and gas and food almost too. This isn't even like him NOW, but maybe it is. I don't know. I'm lost, and depressed, and I don't know which way to turn or go, or anything right now. I won't be able to get to work or give my kid lunch money...or dinner for that matter. I don't deserve any of this...but its happening to me...so I must.
I'm almost out of Wellbutrin too. I don't get paid for 2 more weeks.
My son is taking care of me, and that isn't right. He is keeping me going...not anything else...not anything else. I'm so tired of it...i wish like hell i could go away...and not deal with it anymore. Tired of crying.
I am filled with hatred and tears, and pain and hurt and I want to be numb, and manic and not feel any of this. Can't pretend much longer. I thought it was getting better...It will never be better, never.
None of my IRL friends care...they know what's going on, and not one of them call...except the guys, and they only want one thing. I hate them too.
Thanks again for the book. I love you.
Keli
I wish I could be there...in real life, to help you through this.
~ Tina ~