It has been awhile

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Registered: 11-01-2005
It has been awhile
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Wed, 05-17-2006 - 2:57pm

I have been emotionally labile, I am not depressed just cry at the drop of a hat. I went to see the psch MD this am, tears running down my face, I am trying to dig my nail into my hand all the way out to try and pull myself together, nope didn't help. I walked in the door, and this dishoveled man, had alcohol fumes pouring from his person. Oh wow did that bring old memories about my old man. Thankfully he didn't hospitalize me. He however has increased my medications and I see my new therapsist in the am, and I will work very close with her on my compliance with my meds. I have been doing much better. He explained, because it wasn't depression, it is the illness. Bi-polar. I have many days off which is good. My mind is going in 100 directions and I feel at loose ends every where. Can't sleep or focus, this is not a nice place to be.
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Registered: 04-06-2005
Wed, 05-17-2006 - 4:28pm
I'm sorry you hit a rough patch...I'm glad you were honest and the pdoc is adjusting your meds.
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Registered: 11-01-2005
Wed, 05-17-2006 - 10:47pm
Thanks Donna, this to shall pass!
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Registered: 03-25-2003
Thu, 05-18-2006 - 7:50am

Hey Patti...you're mixed right now, and I know how horrible that is. I'm glad you came back to us for support. You can't do this alone, okay? Just talk here, as much as you can and need to! We are here for you. Don't disappear on us again!!!! :)

Love and Hugs,

Keli

p.s. u r right...this 2 shall pass...just wish it would all get the heck outta dodge!!!