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| Wed, 05-17-2006 - 8:57pm |
Well yesterday was real bad, didnt want to talk to anyone and went to my room at 7pm. This whole mess with Dh's job has justput me in turmoil. I get so stressed out whne things get out o routine. So his decision is up in the air. Every muscle I have hurts. I was about 15% better this morning and thought I was mentally felling better. But then at about 7pm I just went down hill again. I was out side on the phone with DH and I cought my dad kicking Buster cause he got out the gate. I lost it!!!! Poor buster was yelping so loud. Then dad gets mad at me for getting mad at him and tells me it my fault cause we never properly trained him. Well who left the flippen gate open? He did. This man will never admit that he is wrong. I know I will have to come to accept it. And My poor buster is very sensitive( really he is, for a dog anyway..lol)

Okay you...I've not been able to post either, and give ANYONE support because of what I'm going through...but you, my friend are in need...first of all, you are just in reaction mode right now, due to the stress you are in. That's it. Don't let BP tell you otherwise. It will lie lie lie lie to you and tell you you are about to LOSE YOUR DANG MIND and go off the deep end. You will, too, if you listen. So close your ears to the negativity and focus on the positive. You know how to do that.
As for your Dad and Buster, tell him to STOPPIT already. Poor Buster. Give him extra kisses for me.
As for your DH and his decision...that is HIS decision hon, and only HE can make it. I know its stressful and its killing you until he makes it...but you gotta let it go and let him make it.
Go to work today and then this wknd and get away from it all. Stop thinking about it.
Your BP will get worse only if you don't control it. YOU MUST CONTROL IT. You are. So stop worrying that it will ruin your life. We can ALLOW it to ruin our lives, but nothing else.
Love and Hugs,
Keli
couldn't have said it better myslef.....
and give the dog an extra hug for me too and then smack your dad...no i know you can't, but still....dang
God could not be everywhere, so
Oh thank you guys so much. ANd keli you dont know what it means for me to have you put aside your probs just for me. (((((((((((THANK YOU))))))))))) I am feeling a bit better today. Dad just told me that he is going to visit some firends inW.VA tonight and tomorrow night, then he will be going some where with a friend on saturday. SO I wont see him until sat night. YIPPY!!!!! I have the house to my self tonight and me and DH will have it to our selves tomorrow night. I will be like a kid in high school who's parents went away for the weekend. LMOA
(((((((((((((Jo))))))))))))) IMHO, nobody has the right to abuse an animal like your father did. It doesn't matter if the dog is trained or not, that is cruelty to animals, and if I'm not mistaken, against the law.
I understand how hard all this is for you. Has your dh heard from the California office? Or is that why his decision is still up in the air?
Try to do something nice for yourself tonight. Take a bubble bath or something along those lines. Something that will help you unwind a little bit. And