Well, I am still here.

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Registered: 12-12-2005
Well, I am still here.
Sun, 05-21-2006 - 6:50pm

Well, Dh has left to go back to NYC. It looks like he will be keeping the job he has. The owner called and told him to sit tight he will be getting a promotion. So we will see. As the skeptic that I am, I wonder how long it wil take. After 5 yrs of him being onthe road, this time when he left broke my heart for some reason. But he will be home on wed night for 6 days. It will be nice. But I have to work 4 of the 6, go figure.


As for the meds, I did something that I know I shouldnt' of done. Something that patients used to do to me when I worked for a doctor. I LIED! I told them I was currently on meds and needed a refil. This is what I told my new GP, who I have never sen befor. Since my old GP is no longer in the practice he is who I will be seeing now. He gave me a 30 day supply and I am to see him in 2 wks. I do have an appointment with a pdoc but not until 7/31. But with all the stress my fibromyalgia is really bad. I feel like some one just skicked the crap out of me. I think I would be mentally feeling better if I just didnt hurt all over. When I see my new GP I am gonna talk to him about any new treatments for this and also see if he is will to give me something for my anxiety. I picked up my meds on Saturday after work and was in for another shock. My med were applied to my deductable. OMG!!! I started to cry. $175. The poor girl just looked at me. I felt bad for her afterwards. I then paid my bill and went to my car to finsh crying like a grea t big DORK!!! Thank god we had ext $$$ this week. Everything was paid and on time. I had never heard of insurances applying meds to dedct. But I should know that they will do anything they can not to pay.


It was nice not having dad around for the weekend. It was like things were back to normal. But then he came home things morning and I foudn my self feeling let down. I know that sounds awful but I was just wishing that he would of decided to move in with on of his friends. I am starting to think that he might be at the core of my BP going down hill. But this I will have to take up with a tdoc, when ever I get in to see one...LMAO S any way I have to work most of the week since a coworker had a heart attack and I was called to day to pick up shifts. I am now just waiting til 8pm so i can go to my room to hide and hibernate. I use the excuse that my show is coming on at 8pm so i dont get asked why are you going to bed so early? And All I want to say is cause of you dad...lol I hope all you ladies have a good night and thanx for all the support.


Huggs,


jo

Johanna


(and her fur-babies)


(Peanut & Buster)


IT'S NOT HAVING WHAT YOU WANT, IT'S WANTING WHAT YOU HAVE.


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