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Not a good day
| Wed, 05-24-2006 - 1:12pm |
I don't know what is wrong with me today. I am so anxious and depressed. I have been laying in bed just staring into space.
| Wed, 05-24-2006 - 1:12pm |
I don't know what is wrong with me today. I am so anxious and depressed. I have been laying in bed just staring into space.
Hon...No, I don't think you are cycling...and maybe it has a little to do with your BP, but you know what it is? YOU ARE SCARED. Which simply means this...you are normal, Tina. You're about to begin a new facet of your life...its exciting and scary all together at the same time. Of course you are going to be scared. And its okay to be scared but you CANNOT let yourself become paralyzed by your fear. So, you have to feel the emotions, go through the whole round of them...then you deal with them. Remember, only YOU can allow yourself to be scared, hurt, angry, etc.
I know you miss your mom...and your FIRST INSTINCT when you are/were scared was to go to Mom. Right? Now, you have to talk and pray yourself through...talk to your Mom in spirit...and get out of bed...make a move of some kind, a physical move I mean...take a shower, get up at least, dress...something. Move to the couch even.
Then start your day fresh tomorrow. Remember the book. Nobody can steal your joy, your ecstacy...not even a SITUATION or a FEELING (like fear) without YOUR PERMISSION.
I love you,
Keli
couldn't have said it better...thanks keli
sorry you are having a bad day Tina...love u
God could not be everywhere, so