I'm here, barely...you know that saying where everything that can go wrong will? That's how I feel right now...I hurt my back Saturday really bad when I was starting to pack...then something else, I can't remember...then yesterday, my mom had a stroke...actually, she's had a lot of small strokes, and for about a good week, she's been really bad off...she isn't really coherent anymore...can't remember a lot, and is VERY confused...my dad came home from work and found her non responsive and seizing yesterday, called 911, they took her to the hospital in an ambulance, her blood sugar was 13, so she was also in diabetic shock. They kept her til late last night, then sent her home...she is in real danger of the "BIG" stroke in the next few days...my dad just has to 'watch' for it...nothing they or we can do...
I'm picking my brother up today at 12, and we're going there. I hate to even see her like this. Its scary, and sad, and I hate it.
I am also going through withdrawal from being out of Ativan since last week. I'm getting it today, but I'm pretty sick from it. Ugh.
I have to move this weekend, and I'm not ready. I mean, I'm ready to be out of where I am, but I have SO MUCH left to do. I'm very overwhelmed and I'm very depressed. I don't know why i never get a break from everything being dumped on me all the time...from everything going wrong for me all the time...i know this sounds very negative, but I feel very negative and I can't take it much more.
So I'm sitting here in pain from my back, sick from Ativan w/d, depressed from EVERYTHING, and stuck.
Thanks for asking about me...I've been reading, just not up to talking much, I guess. I've not been talking to any of my friends here either, and I know that isn't good. But I just feel so damn terrible right now...it sucks.
My heart sunk when you told us about your mom. I am so so sorry. I am on a manic high right now and I am trying to think of what to say that will make sense. I wish you weren't going through all this...it is all at one time. Take it one minute at a time. You can only do what you can do...nothing more.
Thanks for asking. Still not doing great. Have lost internet and phone (we have internet phone). We still have cable coming in but there is something wrong with it but H has everything hooked up to it and won't come over and look at it. I can't seem to get it to reset. I am stealing someone's wireless connection right now. I see pdoc tommorrow to discuss possible med changes. H is supposedly on his way to pick up the boys for night and tommorrow. He supposedely had meeting with an attorney tonight. I will update more tommorrow and hope to reply to some posts, provided I can still steal this connection, LOL. Talk to you later.
Good morning Keli - I am so sorry to hear about your mother. When it rains, it really pours. I am sending strong thoughts and hugs your way, The Other Kelli
I'm here, barely...you know that saying where everything that can go wrong will? That's how I feel right now...I hurt my back Saturday really bad when I was starting to pack...then something else, I can't remember...then yesterday, my mom had a stroke...actually, she's had a lot of small strokes, and for about a good week, she's been really bad off...she isn't really coherent anymore...can't remember a lot, and is VERY confused...my dad came home from work and found her non responsive and seizing yesterday, called 911, they took her to the hospital in an ambulance, her blood sugar was 13, so she was also in diabetic shock. They kept her til late last night, then sent her home...she is in real danger of the "BIG" stroke in the next few days...my dad just has to 'watch' for it...nothing they or we can do...
I'm picking my brother up today at 12, and we're going there. I hate to even see her like this. Its scary, and sad, and I hate it.
I am also going through withdrawal from being out of Ativan since last week. I'm getting it today, but I'm pretty sick from it. Ugh.
I have to move this weekend, and I'm not ready. I mean, I'm ready to be out of where I am, but I have SO MUCH left to do. I'm very overwhelmed and I'm very depressed. I don't know why i never get a break from everything being dumped on me all the time...from everything going wrong for me all the time...i know this sounds very negative, but I feel very negative and I can't take it much more.
So I'm sitting here in pain from my back, sick from Ativan w/d, depressed from EVERYTHING, and stuck.
Thanks for asking about me...I've been reading, just not up to talking much, I guess. I've not been talking to any of my friends here either, and I know that isn't good. But I just feel so damn terrible right now...it sucks.
Love you.
Keli
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I'm so so sorry about your mom....I will send tons and tons of p&pt her way.
Can ds help pack things up while you go to your moms?
God could not be everywhere, so
My heart sunk when you told us about your mom. I am so so sorry. I am on a manic high right now and I am trying to think of what to say that will make sense. I wish you weren't going through all this...it is all at one time. Take it one minute at a time. You can only do what you can do...nothing more.
Love you-
Tina
~ Tina ~
Thanks for asking. Still not doing great. Have lost internet and phone (we have internet phone). We still have cable coming in but there is something wrong with it but H has everything hooked up to it and won't come over and look at it. I can't seem to get it to reset. I am stealing someone's wireless connection right now. I see pdoc tommorrow to discuss possible med changes. H is supposedly on his way to pick up the boys for night and tommorrow. He supposedely had meeting with an attorney tonight. I will update more tommorrow and hope to reply to some posts, provided I can still steal this connection, LOL. Talk to you later.
Missy
Missy
sorry you are cut off...glad you found wireless in your area (blusing).
hope things settle down a bit soon....and I'm glad you are asking for a med change.
hang in there
love u
God could not be everywhere, so