Welcome you certainly are not taking someones place you belong right here! You do not need to go back and change anything with xap, he knows it is over theres nothing more he needs to know. You sound very convinced that this is what you want by the way you went about ending and blocking good for you! The tears well they will come in the early days I had no control but now 17 in I can talk myself out of it sometimes. It will get easier I promise just listen to these ladies and read as much as you can.
I am happy, as we all are, that you have chosen to take your life back. I know you are hurting but I promise in time and with support and care you will be just fine. It will be work, but I have been here over a year and can say that this board and its members and my own sheer grit got me thru the worst time of my life. Stay here and READ, READ read and you will start to see your A for what it was a delusional fantasy full of lies and no foundation. It was bound to end and why not now? The victims never deserved it and it is not too late to let the light shine on you again....
I'm confused?? In answer though no no no dont call email smoke signals whatever DONT DO IT it will only open a door and give him a chance to change it. It doesn't matter what he thinks happened its over. I walked from a long long long a without a word of explanation cuz I knew I would never make it if I had to communicate with him. Its time to worry about you and you life.
Thank you lookingforhappy for accepting me. You are right when you say that I sound convinced I want it to end-well 1 min I am
Esplain, Lucy. ;-)
Thanks Iddy - I would like to welcome ichoose2bhappy, but was confused by feelinlousy's response too.
I am happy, as we all are, that you have chosen to take your life back. I know you are hurting but I promise in time and with support and care you will be just fine. It will be work, but I have been here over a year and can say that this board and its members and my own sheer grit got me thru the worst time of my life. Stay here and READ, READ read and you will start to see your A for what it was a delusional fantasy full of lies and no foundation. It was bound to end and why not now? The victims never deserved it and it is not too late to let the light shine on you again....
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
Welcome to both of you, then!