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Mon, 06-05-2006 - 8:58am

I'm here...finally.

My mom is, well, I don't know. She is very different. She is suffering from Aphasia (which means she is confused and can't talk right). She can't walk well on one of her legs. They have a lady coming in to help. My dad is a WRECK. He's had his fill, he's at his limit. She is starting to remember things now.

I am not well. At all. I got moved this weekend. Hurt back and all...had no choice. So, my back is worse. Eric (the ex) helped me SO much...spent the weekend with me, which was a big mistake...Mike and his friend helped too and its done. Had to leave my dog with Eric yesterday when I took him home (can't have pets) and that was very hard.

I am now broke, what else is new? My stupid car payment will be behind...the moving truck cost way more than I expected, and they are already calling. More stress. I can't take it. I have no way to fix that until the 29th. I hate bill collectors!!! The first ever time I am late...

Anyway, just wanted to let you know I was alive. Not well, but alive.

Missed pdoc appt on Thursday...but it wouldn't matter much...not much they can do anymore...I am just tired now. Of everything. Being alone and depressed and never EVER catching a break...it will never happen.

UGH! Didn't mean to turn this in to a pity party.

Love to all,

Keli

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Registered: 04-27-2006
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 06-05-2006 - 9:40am

Keli- Things have been real rough for you and having a pity party is understandable. Now that you are moved, hopefully the stress of that ending will help. How does it feel to be in your new place?

     ~ Tina ~

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In reply to: keli003
Mon, 06-05-2006 - 9:43am

I'm so sorry about your parents....will send lots of p&pt your way for both you and them....


I hope the new place is nice and will bring you some peace.

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Registered: 05-02-2006
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 06-05-2006 - 9:44am

(((((((((Keli)))))))) I can relate to how you are feeling right now. I'm in a not so great place right now, but for different (sort of) reasons. Mine deal pretty much solely with my ex. But I can relate. I know it's hard but you can't give up. You will catch a break. I don't know when it will be, but you will.


I hope your mom continues to improve and that your dad settles down as she does. And I'm glad someone is coming in to help with her.


And even though it strapped you financially this month, you are officially moved in to your own place. You will get on your feet. It will just take time. I know that doesn't make it so right now, but it will happen. Just keep the faith. K?


Hang in there hon. And keep us posted on how you are doing.


Love U,
Traci