First MC session since D-Day
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First MC session since D-Day
| Sat, 03-05-2011 - 7:58pm |
And it went well. Long road ahead, but this T seems very good and was very attentive to both of us. We have our next session on Wednesday. We told her how vindictive exAP is being. As I thought about it, and what else exAP may have on his agenda of attack, I found myself becoming angry - angry at myself and at exAP. I did not hold onto this anger for very long, though, as I held my H's loving hand and realized how much commitment this man has toward me and our M. The anger, though justified somewhat, cannot and will not become my focus. Otherwise, guess what I am doing? Allowing exAP and his a$$inine behavior to control me and my life - he has NO more control or right to any part of me or my life anymore. DONE. My focus right now is on my path to healing, forgiving myself, loving myself and truly understanding my needs and then communicating them to my H. He had stood by me and will continue to do so...despite the hurt and devastation these A's have caused him, me and our M. H and I are determined to take the tragedy of this betrayal and allow God to use it for good - the lessons learned and the growth that can come from it as a result.
I thank everyone for their continued support here. You mean more to me than you know.
Hearts<3
I thank everyone for their continued support here. You mean more to me than you know.
Hearts<3

Hearts, sounds as though you've found just the right T for both of you. I'll be really interested to hear how your sessions help with rebuilding your M.
Your attitude of "he has no right to me or any part of my life" is so inspirational. Big hugs.
Kat
Hearts
So glad to hear it went well. Keep up this incredible attitude in spite of the devastation around you. You are incredibly blessed to have a man in your life willing to fight for you and your M. It will be a long bumpy road, but if you fous on what is important NOW and not the what "ifs" of the PAST, you will grow to heights you never imagined. We are here together, we will be here through it all. Good luck!
Healing
w hearts this sounds amazing!