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| Sun, 03-06-2011 - 5:10pm |
I am hour away from leaving to go to an alanon meeting where chances are good that I will see xAP. Peel me off the ceiling please!! You are my life boat. I don't have to go to the meeting. But I would only go to see him This weekend has sucked.

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We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.
Sunrise, Read back over some of your earlier posts and see how far you have come. It may not feel like it right now, but you have learnt and healed so much over the last month, and I have been so proud to watch you grow. Do you really want to
SUNRISE!
YOU WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE NEAR WHERE that jam will be.
You have the option to go to ANYOTHER ALANON meeting. Or dont go. whatever it takes.
YOU KNOW it is NOT worth it to play with this fire. YOU WILL GET BURNT.
STOP YOURSELF.
CHOOSE THE HEALTHY PATH FOR YOURSELF.
Love to you,
M
Sunrise,
Do you have a husband at home?
YOU absolutely need to make the decision right now to WAKE UP. IF you choose to go to that Alanon meeting - KNOWING that there is a good chance he will be there (scratch that - that there is even a SMALL chance) ... YOU know that YOU will be in harms way. YOU are no longer in denial ... YOU know that you're NOT strong right now, craving a fix, and so YOU MUST CHOOSE whether you are going to ignore it all for your "high" or ENDURE THE PAIN with the unrelentling belief, faith, hope that LIFE IS MEANT TO BE BETTER THAN THIS FOR YOU.
YOU want to support your daughter to be addiction free? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE A LIVING EXAMPLE.
Find another meeting, or tell your husband he has to go with you. There are your ONLY CHOICES SUNRISE.
With care,
TU.
Sunrise,
According to the time stamp on your post, it's been two hours since your wrote it. So how about chiming in here and letting all of the people on this forum who have been reaching out to you all weekend KNOW that you did not go.
Sunrise,
I dont mean to sandbag you by COMPLETELY CONCURRING with what Iddy just said, but ITS THE TRUTH.
When you post cryptically like that - BUT THEN dont follow back through and stay connected to what you're reaching out for, It's going to look like you're crying wolf.
Now granted, You dont have to take the advice given.
I will second what Kat has said here,
Who do you want to be Sunrise? the woman in the truck? or the honoroble mother and wife?
As a mother of daughters myself, what message are we sending out to our daughters? and your daughter who has overcome addiction, how do you think she will cope if she found out about her mum? Given the vulnerable place that she is in right now.
Please Kat, i beg you, those short-lived highs are just not worth all of the above, please.
Sunrise, it's Kat here again, just checking-in to see how you're doing?
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