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Made two more choices!
| Mon, 03-07-2011 - 1:53pm |
I just journaled about what I would want to say to xAP if I broke NC.
| Mon, 03-07-2011 - 1:53pm |
I just journaled about what I would want to say to xAP if I broke NC.
Hooray for you, Sunrise!!
Good choices, Sunrise!!!!
"Just put one foot in front of the other.....and Soon you'll be walking out the door!!!!"
Personally, what I chose to do with my thoughts of the xap in the beginning was NOT allow myself to go there.
I diverted every single thought - good bad or otherwise - and used it as a snap on the wrist to think of MYSELF.
That worked for me - because it got me to STABLE GROUND - FOCUSED ON ME until I am now, more able to look at him / what he did - how he harmed me (how I let him) Im able to balance things now that in my early days of fog and romantic idealization - It was NOT a good idea for me, to entertain ANY thoughts of him.
As with anything it's about balance - and not losing sight of your self focus and responsibility.
I really enjoy the time where he is NOT on my mind even a sliver.