Tina

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tina
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Tue, 06-13-2006 - 8:39am

Can you check in with me please? I'm so sorry I couldn't post to you yesterday. I was really bad off. I love you so much and I hope you are doing a little better. We have to keep FIGHTING!!! It sucks and its not fair, and we were hurt so much when we were little. But every day is a new day...maybe, just maybe, one of them we'll wake up and understand that we are a part of the universe, and that in and of itself is beautiful. And when we realize that, maybe all that other stuff isn't so huge and doesn't mean so much and can't hurt us anymore.

Sappy. Yes. But true.

Love you.

Keli

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Registered: 04-27-2006
In reply to: keli003
Tue, 06-13-2006 - 9:29am

Hey...Thanks for checking in on me. I am still feeling depressed but more agitated and feeling angry more than anything right now, but I think alot of it is my situation with Billy's sone coming back and having Billy's mom here with her 2 dogs and our dog fighting all the time...GRRRRR. His mom is staying until the 23rd...2 feaking weeks...OMG help me. I am going to go more insane than what I already am.


I feel so bad you are having such a rough time. I am not comparing what you feel with me but when Jay left me when I was pregnant. I was devestated and cried A LOT and had many panic attacks. I know how that feels. The pain can be so overwhelming. You will get through this tho. I am so proud of you for going to work after the night you had. That takes a strong person to do that and you are strong. You are a survivior, I am too, but we don't ever give ourselves enough credit.

     ~ Tina ~