Feeling empty

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Registered: 04-27-2006
Feeling empty
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Mon, 06-19-2006 - 10:46am

Today is my moms birthday, she died in Aug 2005. I miss her so bad. I put flowers on her grave Saturday. I put flowers on my dads grave Saturday too. I can't believe they are both gone. I am trying not to be sad but I can't help it. I know my mom wouldn't want that but I feel what I feel. I think the Lithium is helping some, but I still can't sleep right and when I am a sleep, all I do is dream, vivid dreams. I actually feel like I am dreaming and awake at the same time. Then I am exhausted all day and end up falling a sleep during the day. I feel anxious and feel like I need to move, to do something but then I get all confused and don't know what to do with myself. I want to draw today cuz I know my mom would want me to but I don't know if I can concentrate enough to draw.


Just thought I check in and let you know what was up with me. I really hope everyone is having a peacefull day.


Tina




     ~ Tina ~

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: a_new_me394
Mon, 06-19-2006 - 11:09am

I'm so sorry Tina.....I hope you can draw today, maybe it would help.

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Registered: 05-22-2006
In reply to: a_new_me394
Mon, 06-19-2006 - 3:44pm
Hi Tina, I am so sorry to hear about your mom. I know I would be lost too. Of course you can't help feeling sad, it hasn't even been a year. As hard as it may seem, I hope the day gets easier for you. Hugs, Kelli





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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: a_new_me394
Mon, 06-19-2006 - 3:47pm

Hey honey...how did the rest of your day go? I hope you were able to get a small amount of peace...were you able to draw? Its okay, you know, if you weren't able to do so. I was thinking of you all day, just couldn't get to post til now. Just know I love you and I'm here if you need me.

Keli