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| Mon, 06-19-2006 - 10:46am |
Today is my moms birthday, she died in Aug 2005. I miss her so bad. I put flowers on her grave Saturday. I put flowers on my dads grave Saturday too. I can't believe they are both gone. I am trying not to be sad but I can't help it. I know my mom wouldn't want that but I feel what I feel. I think the Lithium is helping some, but I still can't sleep right and when I am a sleep, all I do is dream, vivid dreams. I actually feel like I am dreaming and awake at the same time. Then I am exhausted all day and end up falling a sleep during the day. I feel anxious and feel like I need to move, to do something but then I get all confused and don't know what to do with myself. I want to draw today cuz I know my mom would want me to but I don't know if I can concentrate enough to draw.
Just thought I check in and let you know what was up with me. I really hope everyone is having a peacefull day.
Tina

I'm so sorry Tina.....I hope you can draw today, maybe it would help.
God could not be everywhere, so
Hey honey...how did the rest of your day go? I hope you were able to get a small amount of peace...were you able to draw? Its okay, you know, if you weren't able to do so. I was thinking of you all day, just couldn't get to post til now. Just know I love you and I'm here if you need me.
Keli