Been a Challenging week!

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Registered: 04-05-2010
Been a Challenging week!
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Fri, 03-11-2011 - 6:02pm

Hey ladies! I am hanging in there... it has been a rough week with a lot of ups and downs! I am off for March Break and that means a lot of time to fill and a lot of time on my hands that I usually do not have! It was his Bday yesterday and it was a very difficult day to get through without reaching out... BUT I did it!!! I have to be at the same place as him tomorrow night for the entire evening and that is causing me some HUGE anxiety! I have been reading all the posts and read a few really amazing ones by TU and EI and although I soooooo agree with TU saying that you need to focus

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Registered: 07-17-2004
Mon, 03-14-2011 - 10:16am
Hi Healing I hope your event went smoothly and you had a chance to play checkers again with your H:-) With each day that passes with another day of nc you will feel stronger and as the questions of how you reached this point start to
rise you will find that the digging into your reasons will start to occur. You have EAS as a great source of support in guiding you along the way:-)
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Registered: 01-18-2010
Mon, 03-14-2011 - 6:07pm
Keep it up...proud your made it thru the bday....you got this, u can only go day by day. Thinkin of you.
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 04-05-2010
Tue, 03-15-2011 - 5:26am

Thanks for the replies Jen and Luvin. The weekend went well, I actually had a moment when I looked at him and was "thankful" this was done. That is a huge step for me!

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Registered: 04-11-2010
Tue, 03-15-2011 - 5:37am

Hi Healing

I have also been here for a while (Sept 10) but had a few broken NC moments and foggy thinking because I just had not got it! I hadnt got that I needed to grow and learn about myself on a level that I havent previously tried.

So here I am- Round 2. Like you- I feel like its sinking in more and more every day. I feel more hopeful than ever that I can and will do this. Its a pretty good feeeling :)

Iggyx

You are what you consistently do