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Tracey
| Mon, 06-26-2006 - 3:31pm |
Hey you! How are you? I'm okay...a bit manic today...and then depressed all weekend...cept Friday and was manicky then too...so, yeah, cycling.
Just wanted to see how you were...I hope you're okay.
I love you!
Keli

Hey - I am alive! WOOHOO!! I ended up with a sinus infection, fluid in both ears, and bronchitis...oh and to top it off, a cold sore on my NOSE from wiping it so much. Love kids :) Of course, Savannah threw hers off in 2 days!
They finally got the phone working yesterday again. Jerks. They had to replace the digital modem, well, not HAD to - it was the fastest way of fixing it. The tech straight out said he didn't want to mess with it. Probably just wanted to be out of my pigstye house as fast as possible.
Money is dangerously messed up again, but I am not stressing about it too much or I will make myself crazy.
Other then that, I am doing fine. My sister finally listened to someone and asked her daughters pdoc about putting her on topamax - he was stunned that he didn't think of it as he has a few other patients on it. She has been on it a week now and NO incidences...which is good considering that day before they put her on it she tried to kill her sister!
I'm sorry to hear you are cycling again, but glad you recognize that it is primarily situational. You are tough and smart and you WILL persevere.
BTW: What happened with the concession stand job?
Hang in there - Love you!
T
Hey...glad you're doing better physically!!! Sucks, don't it? All of it...
Yes, I'm cycling again...was super manicky yesterday...and down today. Might increase my Li for a couple days just to see what happens. I'm only on 300 right now. I hate BP. With all that I am!!! I feel so sad, but not...stupid freaking depression!!!
I don't want to be here at work, but I don't want to be home either. Unless I can sleep forever.
Its just depression talking...I'll be okay. Just hate it...
The money thing sucks big time...but you'll get it together soon...you always come through...just like i do...its just hard to get through til you make it better. I know. I get paid this weekend, and I pray I can manage to not spend lots of money...but with my moods going out of whack, I'm feeling the itch...so to speak.
So what's up with the pg thing?
I was going to call you last night, but it was like 10 and I didn't know if that was too late.
OH, the job...i didn't take it. I can't handle it. I know I can't...and its good that I didn't, because with the way I feel right now, I would mess it up big time. Its all I can do to work this one. Eric got a job...but it doesn't start til the end of July...he'll be working side jobs (as a painter) for his boss til then...so he's helping with money...but I miss him. I miss my dog. I miss my life...I need to get a new one, but I don't know how. I get lost.
Love you,
Keli
I don't think that is a bad idea on the lithium. Might do you a world of good! As of right now I am NOT pregnant. Sucks, but I am getting use to it. Surprises me because we were BOTH so sure. But oh well. It will happen eventually :)
My friend Karen from work had her baby on Friday...so that makes baby-itis worse but at the same time makes me think of all the "fun" parts involved...BLAH
I'm glad Eric is stepping up and helping. It's the right thing to do. You will find your new life eventually. It just takes time.
Sorry this is so short but I have to rocket so I can get to work :(
TTYL!!!
Love ya!
Tracey
I am so sorry about the pg thing...I know you're disappointed. But it will happen. When its right.
I'm really depressed and going even further down...tomorrow's our anniversary. How do I get through it? I wanted to go to sleep last night (at 7) but couldn't sleep. Finally round 2;30 this morning, I slept.
I have no other choice but to get through it, but its soooooooo hard.
I'm not strong right now. I can't do it.
Love you.