Traci

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Traci
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Wed, 06-28-2006 - 1:23pm

How's it going?

Keli

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Wed, 06-28-2006 - 1:34pm
was wondering the same thing.....
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In reply to: keli003
Wed, 06-28-2006 - 3:00pm

Haven't had any weird visions today so that's good. My mood isn't any better.

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Wed, 06-28-2006 - 3:13pm

I always go voluntarily...pdoc recommends it, I say okay...I go home, pack my stuff...comfy clothes...no strings on anything, they will take them at first...then I have to go to the ER here, for an evaluation by a psych nurse practioner...they do blood work...then after hours of waiting, I go over to the psych ward in a van they send. I get there, they take your stuff, look through it...give you what you can have...you give them more info...they put it in the computer...then I go to my room...the next morning, early, I see a pdoc. This is when your meds may change, etc.

Its better to go voluntarily. Your tdoc can help you.

You gotta go...you know that. Its good you have no hallucinations today, but it doesn't mean the episode is over. THAT IS IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER!!!!

Its only scary for a little bit...I promise.

If I can do it...then you can too. You'll be glad you did, when you feel better...when you can think more clearly...when you aren't scared of the hallucinations anymore.

Talk to you later.

Love you.

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Thu, 06-29-2006 - 9:48am

How are you today, Traci? I am worried about you. Hugs.

Missy

 
 
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Thu, 06-29-2006 - 10:47am

I want to lie and say I'm fine, but I'm lousy. I had a slight glimmer of hope yesterday but it wasn't enough to pull me out of whatevever I'm going through. Some of my symptoms of getting better are getting worse. I'm starting to think (not that I'm thrilled) that Keli and everyone else

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In reply to: keli003
Thu, 06-29-2006 - 12:05pm

Traci,


I didn't know you were having hallucinations. You need to go i/p. Your xh can't use this against you. Did you talk to your attorney about that to see if he can or can't use this against you. I know in my situation my daughters father could not use it against me. My dd was feed and properly cared for and in school. There was nothing he could do.


Please go i/p with having hallucinations. The episode can get worse and I would hate to see your dd's go through that. I know it is scary because I have been i/p too many times. For me it did help. It wasn't where I wanted to be, but it did help.


Please keep us updated. Love U


Tina




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Thu, 06-29-2006 - 12:48pm

Thanks Tina. My lawyer doesn't know this yet. The halucinations just started Friday and everday I've just been wishing they would go away. I know that probably sounds like a little kid, but right now, the fear I have inside me is like that of a little kid being afraid of the monster under the bed. And then there's the tremors and the jerky motions. They are making me even more of a basket case.


I go to tdoc this afternoon and we'll see what she has to say. I'm getting ready to call pdoc to at least ask about the tremors/jerk motions. I think tdoc will send me to pdoc probably with a recommendation of i/p. That is if pdoc doesn't want me to see me before based on my phone call today.


Thanks for your understanding and love and support. It means a lot.


Love you 2,


Traci