Doing a little better....

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Doing a little better....
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Thu, 06-29-2006 - 9:30am

H showed his true colors again and reminded me why I no longer want him back. He is barely talking to the kids. He is much to busy with his life these days. He moved back into the house, since we were gone. Which is completely makes me mad. He is drinking again. He wants me to take over most of the debt he incurred while we were married and all of the bills now that I have a job when I get back, despite the fact that I will barely be making anything near enough to cover the bills. He is playing major mind games with me. I think he may have a girlfriend sleeping in my bed while I am gone, the thought of which is making me sick. Plus he is making a mess of my house, which I purposely cleaned well so I would not have to do it right before or after starting my job. Plus who knows what he is taking out of the house.

I am emotionally feeling better. I am enjoying spending time with the kids and trying to work out some sort of temporary agreement with H so I don't have to go to court on the 13th, which would cause me to lose my job. I got fed up for a few days and stopped taking my meds, which was not a good idea, so I started them right back up. Still not taking my abilify, only on topamax and cymbalta, but the combination works fine and I hate taking the abilify that pdoc wants me on. Now that I will be working I am not sure how I will make monthly pdoc appointments with her hours or how I will afford meds with all the bills H wants me to take on so that has me a little stressed. I have used up all my prepaid time with tdoc so I will have to give that up now too.

That is my update for now. Hope you are all doing well.

Missy

 
 
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Registered: 05-22-2006
Thu, 06-29-2006 - 1:23pm
What a supreme jerk H is - that is beyond selfish. Those little reminders help but it's a shame we have to go through them. I work FT and when I was t/pdoc shopping, I was shocked at how the majority work 8 to 5 pm, closed for lunch. I think out of my entire list of approved ones, only 4 had evening hours (or lunch, which I really don't want to do unless forced). I am on the second tdoc and I feel a little trapped by my lack of choices. I hope your house is ok when you return, and all your stuff is there. Many Hugs Missy! Take care, Kelli





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