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| Fri, 06-30-2006 - 7:49am |
Hey you!
Hope you are doing ok. Sorry I have been so absent lately but between fighting this bronchitis and work I am at a loss. I'm SO sorry you had to go through your anniversary like this, but it WILL get better. Time heals all, if you let it.
What else is going on? Is he helping like he is suppose to? Did you get the car taken care of?
Yes, we are BOTH really disappointed about the baby thing, but agree - when it happens it will just be that much happier. Neither of us is stressing about it that much, especially while I am sick LOL! I am starting to think I am NEVER going to get over being sick. I am giving some serious thought to going back to the dr, but haven't even gotten the rx's filled from last time because of $$ issues so why bother? The cough syrup would REALLY be nice (has codeine in it) because my cough is so bad still that it has actually made me throw up a few times. I look like I have red freckles all over my chest because I have blown all kinds of blood vessels from coughing - its pretty wild. Just breathing hurts. I am actually afraid it may have turned into walking pneumonia, but just can't afford to miss more work or to pay more dr bills.
Are you going to be home this weekend? I will try to call you on your cell either way. I miss you and wish I was able to help more through this rough time. You know you will make it - you've made it through harder times, it just doesn't always seem that way.
Are you still taking your meds? Did the increase in Li help? Let me know what is up :)
Love you a LOT
Tracey

Hey! I'm sorry you are still sick. I have some kind of sinus thing too...need to go to the dr., but haven't yet, cuz of $$ stuff too. Yes, the car was taken care of...paying the payments this morning. I had to go through hell to get it taken care of, but it is. I'm depressed, yes...but not as bad as I could be...the anniversary sucked a$$, but its okay. I know I will be okay. It just sucks is all.
I am still taking my meds...cut back down on the Li though, cuz it was making me MORE down. I have such a strange reaction to mood stabilizers. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even BP, or just borderline...
I don't want to be at work today. Its been a long long week, and I don't feel good. But I have to be here today. I'm off on Monday and Tuesday next week. So that's good. I'm going to Mom's on Sunday and will come home Monday.
Mike and I are going out to eat tonight. I've been binging like crazy, so I have gained some weight back.
I miss you too, a LOT, but I know you're going through a rough time too. Its okay. Yes, call me, if you can. I always have my cell with me, so whereever I am, I can talk.
Love you too!
Keli