Hello...trigs

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Hello...trigs
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Fri, 07-07-2006 - 12:41pm

Hi everyone. I'm here. Barely. I have a sinus/ear infection...and feel really terrible. I also have a Fibro flare right now, due to being sick, depressed, and stressed. My body hurts, and I have zero energy. But I will be okay when I get over these infections. I was off work this week, til today. Called my boss on Wednesday and left a voice mail...then yesterday I called the secretary and touched base. Well, I had an assignment due by noon today, so my boss had Sara call me at home to let me know. Of course, I'd already been planning it, but didn't know it was due, so it was good. THEN, I get to work, and my boss left me an email about from now on NOT calling Sara and only him. To leave a voice mail with him if he didn't answer. FINE. Not a problem. But, it totally upset me even more.

TRIGS AFTER THIS.....

TRIGS...

My mom is in kidney failure. And was just dx'ed with Alzheimers. Its horrible. She has gone downhill VERY rapidly in the last 6 weeks. She can no longer be alone for ANY period of time. She collapsed again the other day, Monday and was taken to the hospital by ambulance again. She's okay from the fall, but bruised her back and head all up. Its absolutely about to kill me to think of what is about to happen, but I'm trying very har to stay realistic. I don't want her to suffer anymore and she is so about to. I try to NOT think about it. Its hard.

I feel very much alone without my dh. I finally talked to him a couple days ago, and he came over to stay with me until today. He is leaving this afternoon to go back to his house. Its so hard...I don't want to have to go through ANY of this. NONE of it.

I was so so so depressed all weekend...and through now actually. It won't be getting any better for me any time soon. Its not cool to look forward to. I have no choice but to face all of this, and I don't know if I can.

k.

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Registered: 05-02-2006
In reply to: keli003
Fri, 07-07-2006 - 2:18pm

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Keli}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Sending you gentle comforting hugs.


I know that there are no words for what you are experiencing right now. Pool your resources hon. If dh is willing to be there, let him. You need support right now. I know, not exactly but similarly, what you are going through. And sweetie, know that we are here for you too.


I know you don't want to face what is coming or what is here. And in a perfect world we wouldn't have to. Lean on us. We will support you in any way we can. And as for your boss, tell him that you have been ill and are also

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Registered: 12-12-2005
In reply to: keli003
Fri, 07-07-2006 - 6:46pm

(((((((((((((((((((Keli))))))))))))))))))))))))))


I am sorry to hear about your mom. My mother went down hill very fast to when she was terminally ill too. I know exactly what you are going thru. If there is anything you want to talk about please don't hesitate to ask me.

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