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| Sat, 07-08-2006 - 7:58pm |
chicken pox,custody of an xtra 8 year old all summer(because i had to fire her sister because of my cheap boss)a certifiable mother who owns my house,in which the pipes just went blooey...right b/f my dd's birthday party with a few dozen kids...more chicken pox despite the stupid vaccine & an idiot h who says we have to move to the suburbs cause we can't afford this place,my mom screaming at ME that we're ruining this place...no working bathroom..oh & maybe more lice but the prescript won't be filled for 2 days.children blaming themselves for the plumbing mess.NOT wanting to move away w/ my h away from my docs & my meds...another search for dr. right????nuh-uh no way.
insane manipulative boss,creepy campers(some)& the girl who cried abuse & then laughed(when i told my boss he said...."kids.....")& weight that won't budge despite amphetamines & dieting.
what's the use?i can't imagine anymore.i should get cancer.i wouldn't do a thing about it like people who embrace lfe.why them & not me?
i'm so freaking sick of it.i can't write my pdoc another email.he can't even remember what i take & what i don't.
insane manipulative boss,creepy campers(some)& the girl who cried abuse & then laughed(when i told my boss he said...."kids.....")& weight that won't budge despite amphetamines & dieting.
what's the use?i can't imagine anymore.i should get cancer.i wouldn't do a thing about it like people who embrace lfe.why them & not me?
i'm so freaking sick of it.i can't write my pdoc another email.he can't even remember what i take & what i don't.

Suzi...honey. Please dont' stop posting. That's your only outlet right now! I'm here only during the week...and with my depression being SOOOO bad lately, I haven't been posting.
You have SO MUCH on your plate right now. Too much probably.
And, YES YOU SO CAN CALL AND/OR EMAIL YOUR PDOC!!! You need him right now, so do it.
Please let me know how you are, okay? I'm worried about you.
Love u...
Keli
Suzi, please dont go. I am not sure why you dont want to post anymore, but I dont want you to go. you have been helpful to me in my times of need and others I am sure. You are valued here. please rethink it. And for your over whelming issues boy do I understand. I am going thru it as we speak. I they should rename murphays law after me...LMOA But I do hope things calm down soon for you. LOTS OF HUGGS TO YOU!
please stay
jo
Johanna
(and her fur-babies)
(Peanut & Buster)
IT'S NOT HAVING WHAT YOU WANT, IT'S WANTING WHAT YOU HAVE.