Try to be thankful you have those. Read my posts. They go way back and my situation was very ugly and my ending very ugly. If you read them you will see my struggles and my triumphs. You are going to have to fill that emptiness yourself. It will take time. 10 days is great. Celebrate. A small gift to yourself. The first couple of weeks are the toughest. U are getting thru them. Hang in there. It does get easier. I am walking proof you can whip this thing and be happy and whole. Read all you can in the healing library. Read the success stories. Read....it will be a great distraction from the pain and post away...that will help. PROMISE...
Besos...
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida