another nervous breakdown today..

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Registered: 03-25-2003
another nervous breakdown today..
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Mon, 08-07-2006 - 3:54pm
as soon as i got to work...then another one later.total lunatic.
still on a pdoc search but something i'm doing now just aint workin.
not workin at all.
i actually wonder what people think as they watch my control just leave & i lose it with whoever happens to deserve it at the time.
but at the same time i don't care at all.
i hate being me.
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Tue, 08-08-2006 - 8:26am

((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))


I hope you find a new pdoc soon.....what happened with the last one?

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Tue, 08-08-2006 - 6:30pm
he costs almost 400$ a visit(2 weeks to a month)add that to the drugstore bill...AND he's beginning to get a better than thou attitude with me.he also never reads my emails(that he requests i send periodically...anyway its cheaper than making an extra appt.)which is clearly evident in his responses.or lack of.
so i've stopped talking to him.
not acceptable for 400+$ a month.
i want a massage if i ask for one at 400$ a visit!but at least let me have my session without rushing me out the door after i've waited an hour!
doncha think?
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Tue, 08-08-2006 - 6:55pm

((((((((((((((((Suzi)))))))))))))))) I hope today was better for you and that you had a very Happy Birthday. Hang in there sweetie, it will get better. It has to. You will find a new pdoc and then get your meds straightened out and you will start feeling better.


Hugs,
Traci

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Tue, 08-08-2006 - 7:35pm
everyone(at work)has stopped speaking to me.they pretend i'm not there.i'm their boss.that can't be good at all.
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Wed, 08-09-2006 - 8:43am

Suzi...its okay. I promise. You are the boss. YOU ARE IN CONTROL of this situation...and regardless, its almost over now. Keep that in mind.

Find a pdoc!!! I'm worried about your meds, and levels.

Love you,

Keli

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Registered: 01-23-2006
Wed, 08-09-2006 - 9:42am

(((Hugs to you Suzi))) I hope you can find a good pdoc soon! Hang in there...the people at work just don't understand what you're going through.

~Renee