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| Tue, 08-29-2006 - 7:57am |
Hey girl! I'm sorry I wasn't around to help you this weekend. I am SO happy and relieved to hear you are getting things under control again. You always have it within yourself, but sometimes the BP combined with everything else blocks that.
You ARE strong, but no one is putting expectations on you but yourself. You HAVE to allow yourself to be weak some times. Just don't allow that to become your lifestyle, which I can't see ever happening - you are just TOO strong for that :)
I'm thinking about you a lot, and please remember to call me if you need me. I will always accept the charges if you call collect - it is a VERY small price to pay to help you. You have always been such a good friend.
Love you!
Tracey

Hey!!! Its okay. I love you so much and I know you are always there. Its just that when I get like that, I can't talk. Weird, but that's how it is...I can't talk on the phone...I have to get on AIM again...I have it through my phone...and its unlimited, so maybe we can do that...its how I talk to Beth, lol. On yahoo.
I think of you all the time too...and pray for you and hope you guys are all well.
I am okay. Today isn't so great...maybe the cycling is still here, but the cycles are a little longer.
Brenda, who used to post here a couple years ago, is coming to visit me this weekend! Actually, she may be running from the storm and come tomorrow. We are going to act like we are 20 years old, and have fun...my kid is going to baby sit Saturday night for her, and we're going out...then Sunday we are going to the beach, in St. Augustine, probably...or Panama City (the redneck paradise of the South...lol). Fat and all...lol.
My pain levels are down slightly... now, if I could get this freaking tooth out of my mouth i would be okay!!! Talked to the dental nurse yesterday, she told me to put ora-jel on it, and cover it with orthodontic wax, which i did...and it helps...but i am still having to take ibu during the day...jane said it was okay, since i was only taking one li at night. just to watch for signs of toxicity, but at only 300 it was very very rare...
i dunno...i had a bad night...nightmares, waking up...my tooth started screaming throbbing...so i musta done something to it in my sleep...so i didn't even get to wok til like 10:30. but i'm not apologizing. its my time of not feeling well, and they are lucky i'm not taking a week or so off. Keep dreaming I'm in the hospital again...and I am not not not not not ever going back there.
Anyway, if you get time, post back and let me know how you are doing.
Love you,
Keli