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| Tue, 09-05-2006 - 9:48pm |
So, I've been dianosed with bipolar for about 2 years, been on a huge list of meds, nothings worked. My doctor I was seeing moved out of town, so I have a new doctor. But anyhow, he put me on Wellbutin but it was not working it was making me horrible. It turned me into a very angry, insecure person, always crying and down. So, I called the office and they said give it longer, so I gave it a while longer but i couldn't take it anymore so now I quit it. Things got a bit better for a while, but now they are worse than ever, and he can't get me in for a month. I am excessively angry, agressive, down, things are horrible I can't handle it anymore. My mom and boyfreind are doing their best to deal with me but they are having trouble succeeding. I'm at my end and it seems as though there's no help, there's nothing except wait.....and that doesn't help.
Anyhow, I'm going to try to go to bed now, I just wanted to vent a bit. Everyone here is getting sick of hearing it, lol. I have a feeling I am just going to end up in the hospital again, although, that may not be all bad. Then he would be forced to see me, and I might get the help I need.
~Sandiey

I know exactly how you feel right now !!!
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