i am totally manic.....

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Registered: 03-25-2003
i am totally manic.....
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Wed, 09-06-2006 - 9:22pm
i noticed i felt better when i took my kids shopping...MY money MY business & i didn't have to wait for my husband to take them to cheapo joes discount palace.
then i threw money at him & told him i needed the credit card for catologue shopping for something i NEEDED.
i haven't even mentioned ebay.
then i bought the kids some turtles.
today i went too far.
i bought a puppy from a pet store...something i swore i'd never do.especially this pet store.
it's not like i don't have a house full of animals as it is.one who is dying a slow death.
i was just throwing money around like i was mrs. trump.my friend was begging not to or at least to call my h & tell him what i did.
maybe it's b/cause i took an adderoll this morning & i haven't been regularly..maybe its cause i cut back on my lithum so i could get some weight off.
people love to see me like this but i know it's not good.
the screaming lady is in full force too.my friend's kid said some little kids cursed at him & i was thrilled to go tell them & their mothers how naughty they were.
ugh.what is WRONG with me?
i still haven't called a new pdoc.i figure the old pdoc didn't get me far so why bother.ya know???
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Thu, 09-07-2006 - 7:27am

you know what is wrong with you...you're messin around with your meds, and you don't have a pdoc...and yes, you took an adderall. So, yeah...you're manic.

You know that manic = bad for you right? Of course you do!!!

Please call a new pdoc and get back on the right meds...I feel so much better when I'm on mine...I don't like that screaming lady that I turn into either, and I just started Risperdal 2 days ago for that very reason. Sick of being angry and ragy and screaming all the time at my kid.

You do not want to go i/p again, so call a new pdoc.!!! We cannot do this on our own.

Okay???

Love and Hugs,

Keli

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Thu, 09-07-2006 - 8:48am
ok