Peg...if you're lurking

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Peg...if you're lurking
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Thu, 09-07-2006 - 8:16am

Sending you tons of giant hugs!!! Check in when you can, but know we are here for you always!

Love and Hugs,

Keli

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Registered: 07-22-2006
Thu, 09-07-2006 - 7:04pm

Hi Keli,

I'm bailing on work tonight...I should go back in, but I'm not going to. I was there 16 hours yesterday, got home at 1:15am and returned to work at 7:45am today. I'll just work tomorrow night and this weekend.

I've been working way too much and having some problems with ds but I'm hanging in. I called pdoc last week and left a message letting him know my current "life events" (he wants you to call when major life events happen because of them potentially triggering an episode). I also "confessed" that I was drinking again. He called back after the holiday to let me know he got the message and see if I was ok. I was having a bad day so I wasn't exactly pleasant to talk to and I didn't hold back. But, he listened and made sure I had an appt. with tdoc in the near future.

So, I'm still alive, physically- but I just feel like a shell right now. I am pretty emotionally shut down. I've been through like two complete cycles in the last two weeks, which is rather annoying, but, hey, haven't we all been there?

Thanks for asking about me. Hugs back at ya.

Peg