LOST IT big time..what's new?

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LOST IT big time..what's new?
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Fri, 09-22-2006 - 9:33am
at my kid for leaving her backpack home.the little sensitive one.h gave me the you are outofcontrol speech.
i DON'T know if it's meds or lack of them.
i should sue pdoc.he can afford it.
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Fri, 09-22-2006 - 9:55am

Suzi-


You are having a rough time. It is probably lack of meds. You need to call your pdoc and let him know you are out of control and not handling things well. Ask for a med that will calm you down. Maybe you should even think of going inpaitient so you can have your illness evaluated and meds too. It's not good when we go off on our kids a lot and it makes us feel guilty, so the guilt can build up more anger with ourselves, but we then take it back out on others. I really hope you are able to get help from your pdoc. If he won't help you, I would seriously consider going to the ER. I will be thinking about you.


Hugs--Tina




     ~ Tina ~

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Fri, 09-22-2006 - 11:34am
don't have a pdoc.i was talking bout mr. ripoff who kept sending me the wrong meds & ignoring me.(previous chapter in the series that is my life)
i see a new doc next wed.
i'm out of cymbalta,& the upside to taking less lithium is i finally lost some weight.
i'm avoiding the adderoll too.definately flips me manic.
i/p would be bad right now.i'm not sick "enough" right now to be able to get thru it.
thanks so much tho.you do understand.
weird.can't stop crying today but still want to spend.
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Fri, 09-22-2006 - 2:31pm

I hope this new doc helps you on Wednesday.


I know you don't like the weight but do you have enough Lithium so you can up it some in order to help you through until you see new doc? It may help...lithium is a good med for mania and you are definately manic.


Aderall is nothing but speed, it is amphetamines and that will kick you into mania. I am not a doc but I think it was good you stopped the Adderall.


I know about wanting to spend. I don't have credit cards(thank God)

     ~ Tina ~

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Fri, 09-22-2006 - 5:12pm
sounds like me..i take it when i need it.
i hate the weight.it kills me.especially while dealing with aging.i have too many issues w/ weight.i'm surprised i functioned over 2 years with more weight than i can stand.
nope.old pdoc screwed me bigtime.i take less cause its all that's left.
i'm actually not looking foward to my appt.it's going over the same stuff all over again & waiting to be rejected.happens almost every time.some of the docs i've seem make ME look normal.