I'm new here...had some questions
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I'm new here...had some questions
| Tue, 09-26-2006 - 2:50am |
Hello,first of all I am sorry this is so long,I was hoping that someone would be able to help me understand some of these symptoms/feelings I have been having, I am planning on seeing a doctor, just wanted some other people's thoughts. I have been feeling extremely depressed lately and and I'm starting to wonder if it is bipolar disorder. I am extremely upset all the time, cry a lot and just seem like I'm in a daze, I"m sad, restless and extremely irritable. I've been really short with all my family and they don't deserve it, one minute I'm in a good mood, sometimes a great mood and then it's like a brick wall hits me and I'm mad and upset. I feel worthless alot and don't feel like my life is going to mean anything to anyone. I can't sleep, but I'm so fatigued. My anxiety is skyhigh and I freak out at the smallest things, I have had a few panic attacks in the past. Everything stresses me out, I have even started saying things like what if I died..no one would care and it would be better on everyone and sometimes I get so mad I throw things. I have a great husband and family that don't deserve this. I have had a lot of things going on in my life recently, such as my miscarriage which I believe started this all. (I have had depression problems in the past) and my husband is getting ready to leave for boot camp and I don't know what I"m going to do without him. We have also been moving and it is so stressful. I have no energy and don't feel like doing anything, sometimes I don't want to leave my house. I also think that I could possibly have slight OCD, which has seemed to have gotten worse in the past few weeks. Anyone with any suggestions as to what this could be, please let me know and thank you for them. Sorry this was so long.

Good luck, I hope you get the help you need.
Take care, Kelli
Hi and Welcome
I do agree that it's very important for you to go see your doctor and do it immediately !!!
I think the miscarriage, moving, your dh going away has a lot to do with how you are feeling.
God could not be everywhere, so