3 weeks LC - feeling the pull tonight ...
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3 weeks LC - feeling the pull tonight ...
| Fri, 04-08-2011 - 3:22pm |
But have talked my way through the missing, hurt, anger and guilt. Still staying the course but finding work hard.
Iggy - your post to tuff about us needing the attention and escaping - resonated with me. Wanting the feel good hit - can still taste it even though it's fading and is being replaced by understanding for what it is.
Hoping next week at work will bring more clarity and ability to cope.
Thanks again all.
theyellowone xx
Iggy - your post to tuff about us needing the attention and escaping - resonated with me. Wanting the feel good hit - can still taste it even though it's fading and is being replaced by understanding for what it is.
Hoping next week at work will bring more clarity and ability to cope.
Thanks again all.
theyellowone xx

Thanks for your replies! I am staying focused and know why I am doing this. It's just there is always this presence at the back of my mind of xap. Not like when in the A - but still there. I guess that will just ease overtime.
Lolly - am not good doing things for me. Am readinghere lots (getting addicted!). Finding am abletotake part in things with family and friends more and look forward to things. Not sure what else to do
work is still up and down. I can't see how I will get to indifference when I still see xap.
Thanks for being there.
yellowone x
"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves." ~Henry David Thoreau~
What is it about 3???? Three weeks was tough for me also. So was 3 months. Just know that it gets better. For every step back, there is a step foreward. Keep reaching for the step foreward.