feeling at sea today....
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feeling at sea today....
| Tue, 04-12-2011 - 2:04pm |
I really must start posting when I am in the throws of
| Tue, 04-12-2011 - 2:04pm |
I really must start posting when I am in the throws of
I think you know that I am back...my third try at NC.
i work with my xAP as well, though not directly.
I've had 2 or 3 work-related run-ins with him since our ending and it gets better. It's like a callus develops.
The first time was very diffcult, thought about him too much after the encounter.
But, the second time was better and the last one was last Thursday and I'm hardly affected - not COMPLETELY unfazed, but I'm amazed how much less than the first time.
For me, the key was the knowledge that I HAVE POWER to stop thoughts of him staying in my mind.
Stay as LC as possible and soon the good days will outnumber the bad days.
Big hugs and smiles
Kat
Am still a bit teary but I love my job abd have worked hard so I need to everything I can to heal and move forward. I am not going to leave it because if the mistakes we made. I just need help going forward and rebuild the strength and integrity I know I have!
Thanks for being here Xx
"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves." ~Henry David Thoreau~
Hi, Yellowone.
I haven't posted here in a long time but I do read here almost every day. I wanted to respond to your message becuz I, too work with xmm.
"Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves." ~Henry David Thoreau~