So tired and pms'ing (*maybe*)
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| Thu, 10-12-2006 - 8:11am |
UGH. Don't feel so good today. I'm so tired. I hate Seroquel so much...am tapering off, and only a night or two left...I can't stop eating all night long when I take it...I'm pms'ing I think. I haven't had a/f in over a month, due to Risperdal messing up my hormone levels. I'm kinda depressed today and for no really good reason. Just am. Hate BP, hate PMS, hate Seroquel...just wanna sleep all day today and I have a big meeting with my boss at 1, then have to leave at 4 to go get my ds for his driver's license appointment.
I can't find my landlord's address, my copy of the lease is so gone...I've tried to find it everywhere...so the rent check that is going to bounce can't even get there...I know he will be calling me soon about it.
DS and I played cards last night. It was fun to play with him. He said, "I've been good (for a day) so you HAVE to play with me...I did, and it was cool. I told him we'd play again.
I've gained back the weight I lost cuz of the stupid freaking Seroquel and I hate that too. I haven't washed my hair in a couple days...yep, I'm down.
Dang it.
I just feel like I'm living a double life...I'm "okay" to everyone else...at work, they think I'm "cured"...HA HA! I'm not. But they won't know it if I can help it.
Its exhausting to "pretend" all day long.
Oh well...just needed to get it out...whatever it is.
I'm so irritable...maybe a/f will show up...I dreamed last night (another lovely side effect from Sero) that I was pg. As if.
Ugh.
Keli

I too pretend all day at work and it is exhausting. DH doesn't understand why I can't be like that at home as well. I just don't have those kind of reserves unless I'm in hyper mode.
What does your GYN say about those problems? Can they help you at all? I feel lucky, I no longer have a uterus and I couldn't be happier!
Pug hugs, Kelli
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i love u
this will pass, a/f will arrive soon....i still dream about being pg too, gotta love our unconsious mind.
I'm glad you played cards with mike...i should do that with nicole...might help.
I've gained almost all my weight back too...we'll figure this out together !!
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