YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!! Not a whole lot I can add here other than what some others said already. Your kids need you, even if your H sounds like....well I will leave that alone....I have never had to go inpatient, but have watched my friends DW crash HARD and she is unwilling to accept the bp dx and looks for a different pdoc when one suggests it. You at least are willing to accept the dx....the meds suck, but like someone else said, stop the meds, see where you are and start over. We are all here pulling for you, and most of us have been in your shoes at one time or another. At the risk of repeating myself YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!! Your posts are scaring the hell out of me....I have been there and done some really STUPID stuff in that state of mind....don't check out. Suicide is a long term fix to a short term problem....I know you have probably heard that already/before, but maybe you need to hear it again. I know bp is NOT a short term problem, but the reaction to your meds IS. Things WILL get better....it is hard to see it right now, but things will get better....Keep us posted PLEASE. We all do care, even if it is long distance.
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YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!! Not a whole lot I can add here other than what some others said already. Your kids need you, even if your H sounds like....well I will leave that alone....I have never had to go inpatient, but have watched my friends DW crash HARD and she is unwilling to accept the bp dx and looks for a different pdoc when one suggests it. You at least are willing to accept the dx....the meds suck, but like someone else said, stop the meds, see where you are and start over. We are all here pulling for you, and most of us have been in your shoes at one time or another. At the risk of repeating myself YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!! Your posts are scaring the hell out of me....I have been there and done some really STUPID stuff in that state of mind....don't check out. Suicide is a long term fix to a short term problem....I know you have probably heard that already/before, but maybe you need to hear it again. I know bp is NOT a short term problem, but the reaction to your meds IS. Things WILL get better....it is hard to see it right now, but things will get better....Keep us posted PLEASE. We all do care, even if it is long distance.
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