Whinny Wednesday
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Wed, 10-25-2006 - 10:51am |
ok...well today stinks too, so I'm just going to go with the flow and keep up with the crappy tuesday and it is now whinny wednesday
please feel free to whine about anything !!!
God could not be everywhere, so he created mothers.
God could not be everywhere, so
Yes, today is crappy too...I'm still really sick, and I don't feel good at all...I'm going to be SO broke for the entire month of November (thankfully, its a short month)...but, at least I talked to my ll and got my rent straightened out...I have to pay all, plus next month's, plus a late fee...then with all my other bills, that only leaves me with about $250 for the whole month...gas/groceries, etc. I know Eric will help, but I was supposed to renew my tag too, and I can't do that...omg. Its too stressful. I know if I felt better, I could handle it all a bit better.
Just need to go home and go back to bed, but I can't.
Whinney is only the begining. I could complain about the sun being out right now. I am over drawn at the back. Bussy cost $281. I am running out of laundry soap, and Poor bussy is making a mess. I am wondering how we are goning to pay for the coal next week. I still have $1500 left to pay on a new wood stove that we have had in layaway for 6 months and winter has come early here in PA. I think it will be a long brutal winter this year. And then there is dad as usual. He is being good this week, it just me whining about him.
The only good thing that ishelping keep my chin up is that DH is coming home for a week on saturday. But he is thinking about going back to his old job. Great whats next. And they still dont have my results of my genetic testing and it has be 2 1/2 wks already. Dh cell phone bill was $200. Which we had to pay other wise i cant talk to him. He is using it for work businss. They wont give him a work phone now will they help out with the bill that WE paid.
The only thing that is gonna keep me sane today is that dad left with his girlfriend to run some errands. So at least I will have the house to my self with the furbabies. AMEN SISTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I talked to tdoc this morning and she told me to call my pdoc and let her know just how badly I'm doing. So I called pdoc and she can't see me 'til Monday so I'm in for a very long weekend. I don't know what she'll do anyway. She's already said she doesn't want to put me on an a/d and I won't be at a therapeutic dose of the seroquel for another 2 to 3 weeks at least. Tdoc is going out of town and told me to call her if I need to but there's nothing she can do for me either. I just want to go to bed and stay there.
Traci
Pdoc increased Lamictal and gave me free samples today.
I left my Xanax at home.
I am barely keeping it together - at "work", even worse.
Kelli
I am going to cry.
Plain and simple.
I don't feel good. I'm so depressed.
Yep...hate to cry at work. Feel so stupid.